DurAnorak (duranorak) wrote,
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On straws, final.

So. So, the extended nervous breakdown that has been my life for the last three months comes to a fitting conclusion, with me sobbing "Oh Christ oh Christ I want to die" over my computer at two o'clock on a cold December night. Wonderful.

just when everything was making sense
you took away all my self confidence
now all that i've been hearing must be true
i guess i'm not the only boy for you

but that's what i get

how could you turn me into this
after you just taught me how to kiss you
i told you i'd never say goodbye
now i'm slipping on the tears you made me cry

but that's what i get

why does it come as a surprise
to think that i was so naive
maybe didn't mean so much
but it meant everything to me...


I don't want help. I don't want anything. I don't want tomorrow or the day after that. I never want to know another person as long as I live, which is unfortunately not a possible goal.
But I can stop knowing you lot. I wondered when I'd have to do this. I think it's now. I'm sorry, but I think you've lost me.
I think you've lost me.

My parents will be so pleased.

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