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Head, meet desk. Desk, head.

I frequently have bad nights at B-Movie and come back and write them up as 'laughably bad'. There's usually something about disastrous B-Movies that make them fall into the 'so bad it's funny' category. Tonight, though, was not funny in the slightest, and was so bad I have several injuries from it. Not, I might add, ones relating to the glass-throwing that occurred towards the end of the night, but no, that didn't help much.

Nothing to be done now except crawl under a duvet, cry, and beg for sleep. I have got to stop going to that club. Maybe to any of them; when the music is bad, as it was tonight, I have far too much time to think about why everything hurts so much. Tonight I watched someone I love enough to seriously consider changing my entire lifestyle for get lucky; watched people I love who have already been lucky being all loving; watched someone I didn't know, watched him for so long that in the end I had to go up to him and tell him I thought he was beautiful. He was, of course, delighted. He is, of course, taken. I could barely manage to feel glad for all of them, which is shocking and awful. I'm sorry. I tried.

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