Come on. You know I won't feel better until I'm broken, bent double and unable even to cry, too cold to bleed. Come on, you can do better than this. Come on, god damn it.
It's not nearly enough. Take it to the point where it can't hurt any more. It's all I know how to deal with.
Edit : Thank you! That's much better.
Mostly unapologetic for feeling like this; less so for telling you about it.