DurAnorak (duranorak) wrote,

It's not nearly enough.

Come on, universe. I still feel mostly alive - I still feel. Surely you can do better than that. I mean, if I learn to cope with one level of what you throw at me, surely you should move to the next level? You always have done before.
Come on. You know I won't feel better until I'm broken, bent double and unable even to cry, too cold to bleed. Come on, you can do better than this. Come on, god damn it.
It's not nearly enough. Take it to the point where it can't hurt any more. It's all I know how to deal with.

Edit : Thank you! That's much better.


Mostly unapologetic for feeling like this; less so for telling you about it.

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