Thank you to all the people who've given hugs. Thank you so much. Will reply to comments properly when I get back tonight, but for now I just wanted to say thank you.
Things are hard - will probably post about what's been going on at some point - but I *will* make it through this. What I have now is far too important for me to give up on. It is very dark right now, but I *will* get out the other side. And things will be good again.
So there. ~s~