DurAnorak (duranorak) wrote,

I wish I wasn't awake.

Tonight started ok, had its moments and has ended disastrously. I am very badly broken. It's three in the morning, so you'll excuse my frankness.

"Tide keeps rolling in
I stand watching it
Keep on giving it to us
Silent over me
Keep on holding me
Every night
I know where you sleep
And it's hurting me
It's hurting me..."

Tonight was. very bad. If I had access to gas now I'd put myself under; anything to get away from the reality in front of my face. Anything to close my eyes on it. Anything to sleep.


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