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~hides~

And the guilt trip arrives right on schedule (i.e. as soon as I can think coherently enough to find something to feel guilty for.) How dare I let anyone know I like them? How dare I flaunt it in front of people as if I had some kind of right to find anyone attractive? How dare I force on anyone the horror of thinking about me in that kind of context? How dare I show my face again after doing it? (Addendum : How dare you then go straight ahead and post a poll that suggests you ever get distracted by things? That's sick, and wrong, take it down at once. Hence, there was a poll, and then there wasn't.)

Once again - believe it or not - signs that I've come a long way lately; a few months ago, this feeling would have made me take down my journal for a while and write some dreadfully unnecessary e-mails. Now I just need to learn how to stop feeling like this in the first place.

Sigh. I need a "hiding under duvet" icon.
Edit : Like this, perhaps.

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