okay
azekeil and dennyd, and a visit from the lovely spikeylady, it was considerably better than Tuesday.I also ended up with my Japan greatest hits playing, which I haven't listened to in ages. Mmmm. Forgotten just how very good they are and how much I love David Sylvian's late-70s voice.
Back to MK today. Woke half an hour ago from a dream which ended with
dennyd telling me he hoped I didn't turn up. But I don't think he really does. I hope. ~s~ If nothing else, I have to clear all my stuff out of his house...I've always been able to recognise the people who were Bad Guys - some of you don't realise this, and think I ended up with certain people through my own naivete. To an extent perhaps I did, but not for that reason - I always knew the people I was heading for were Bad Guys. I guess I just didn't realise the bad things Bad Guys can do to you.
And I've spent a while recently telling various of you that I like people, as a whole. I hate to start changing my mind. I hate even more to have my mind changed for me. But I think it's happening.
I'm never *entirely* surprised when one of the bad guys does something stupid and hurtful at me - especially when they're people who are known for doing stupid and hurtful things anyway.
It's when the nice ones do it as well that I start to wonder whether it's me, or whether people are actually basically bastards.
~sigh~ I met such a nice guy. And we got on so well. And we had fun. And we promised one another more fun. And he promised to write. And didn't. Many of you may be going "Of course". I wasn't. And I don't - I really don't - know what I did wrong. I'd told him most of the weird things about me, so I don't think there's anything he could have suddenly discovered that made him run away. Did someone warn him off me? Did someone lie to him about me? What the fuck happened?
I want an answer. If possibly, I want the answer not to be "People are basically bastards." ~sigh~
In better, if somewhat less unexpected news,
emomisy texted me last night to ask if we wanted to meet up and talk sometime. I'm so glad. I've been hoping for a chance to sympathise and hug him at least.Oh yeah, because, y'know, people are basically bastards. Meh.
snow_leopard invited people to browse the Totally Bizarre section of eBay. So I did. And found...Wind-Up Energetic Sperm
Fantastic Joke Bum Shorts
Half eaten ginger nut with slightly soft strawberry delicatly placed on top
Stuffed white cobra (And a truly extraordinary range of other stuffed things)
Adorable sheep phone holder
"Big Girls' Arse - Chrome Woman Sword - Weird" (Not so much for the item itself as for the description...)
Potential Superstar Autograph
Life Size Hanging Rib Cage & Guts
Solar Airship
Genuine KFC Memorabilia featuring THE COLONEL (I just love this)
Stuffed bullfrog playing drums
And finally
Two 'somethings' possibly for lobster ????
E.
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