Blink, blink. Blink. Isn't it weird how differently people see people?
I wish I could say I was going to go away and think about this but I don't think I can get as far as thinking about it. I know people act and indeed are different when they're around one person to how they are around another, but, but, huh?
It's not, not jealousy, not "they're showing you something they're not showing me", just "how do you see that?"...and I should be pushed away or drawn in, too, and I'm not, not at all, I'm looking at it so objectively it surprises me.
It's fiction. No it isn't.
It's sweet, I guess. Odd. Things I clearly understand and you don't. Things you clearly see which I don't. It seems much simpler in your head than in mine.
Weird. Weird weird weird weird *weird* and very unsettling.