I must have driven asrana and dennyd to distraction calling them up to cry on them - I'm sorry, my dears.
This afternoon I did have a wonderful talk with spikeylady, though, now I'm back in London. She is a Very Good Thing and we seem to get on pretty well. New friends++
I'm tired and dejected and feeling very unexcited about having a birthday this week. Lonely and stressed (god, my parents) and hurting and cut off from people and goodness knows what else. It's not good, really. But hey. What can you do?
I really hope they play good things at ED tonight. I could really use some synthesiser therapy.
But first. Tapes. ~gets organised-er~