Yes. I feel terrible again. The good feelings only lasted a couple of hours. Stress and worry and loneliness. And really bad music. ~sigh~
So bored this afternoon that I created a journal for a character of mine - made him three beautiful user icons and everything. It'll be a nice change from the bitterness of DeadJournal to see his take on things. He's a good thing.
I feel so ghastly. I don't know what to do, but I'm pretty sure an evening out among people who think I'm an emotional wreck is going to a) not help and b) reinforce their impressions. Which would be bad. Heh.
~kitten hides under duvet~ Wake me when the rains come.