I've had a really, really, almost unbelievably lovely time with dennyd though. ~happysigh~
But I am scared. I am scared. Convincing myself that I'm the least interesting, least attractive person on the planet, that this afternoon is going to be full of silence full of excuses. And below it all, because I am me, the thought 'Well, at least I should finally get to hear Future Sound Of London'.
It's all a game. Snakes and ladders. I like snakes. But I'm scared of heights.