God oh god I don't want to be awake yet. Argh. ~kitten rubs eyes with paws~ But I have an asrana coming to visit and at least some of my house needs to be a bit more presentable. But. Argh. ~rubs eyes again~ Not 'wake. Meh.
Godforsaken life. I knew, but it didn't stop me hoping, and now of course, there's nothing keeping me going. Heh.
It would be really absurd to cry about it, so I won't.