Usually when I feel so desperately humiliated that I can't face the thought that anyone could see me. Like just now. Not that I feel any better just yet, but meirion was worried and so I thought I'd at least bring the journal back.
I still feel bloody awful though, so back under that rock it is, I think.
I don't know why I do this. One of these days I will actually drown in denial, and then you can all laugh. ~weak smile~
So much for honesty.