~sigh~ Series three, business as usual. Thoroughly unhappy by this point, and going back to London is unlikely to improve matters.
Later : Oh, but I've just remembered dreaming that the person I have the most unfortunate crush on had a big crush on me and we couldn't do anything about it and it was infuriating, but fun. So that's sort of made me smile a little. And I will have a video for someone who wanted a video.
No, things are never all bad. But I'm still miserable. And lonely, of course. Always lonely.