I am happiest when:
* I'm having an evening flirting and laughing with people I love who are at least doing a damn good impression of loving me back.
* I'm dancing. Alone, or with others. Particularly kitty_goth, robinbloke and Vince.
* I'm kneeling to someone special, or on the end of a leash, or both.
* I'm being cut.
* I find new music.
I feel lonely when:
* I'm with people I love and they're ignoring me to talk to each other, or worse, I know they *want* to be ignoring me to talk to each other.
* I'm at home after a row with my parents, with nobody to escape to.
* I come home to an empty house after spending days with lots of people.
The ideal relationship would be:
What makes you cry?
Beautiful music. Aching for the unhappiness of the people I love. Jealousy. Being criticised or told off. Embarrassment. Unexpected "I love you"s. Missing the pieces of my heart I still don't have.
Do you think too much?
No. I don't think anyone can think too much. I *do* over-analyse, and I also think too much about things without talking them out with people sometimes.
Famous person you would like to meet:
~resisting temptation to answer with name of LiveJournal user~ Nick Rhodes.
Do you believe in organized religion?
I don't believe it's a good thing, no.
Pro-life or Pro-choice?
Are you a vegetarian?
Emphatically not. Almost carnivorous.
Do you support the death penalty?
I always say that I do, but in practice I don't think I could support it unless I trusted the British justice system, which I currently don't, generally.
Do angels or demons exist?
Absolutely. I know one or two of both.
What would you most like to be doing right now?
Honestly? Sleeping. ~s~ I'm very tired. But there's a few people I'd like to be sleeping curled up beside. One of them is Vince; the other three have LiveJournals, so I won't say who they are.
Do you have any regrets?
Innumerable ones, or none. Take your pick.
Sex or love?
Love. Because it can wonderfully encompass the degrees of sexuality with which I'm currently comfortable.
Vanilla, vinegar, melting butter, burning sugar, snow mornings, etc etc.
What REALLY makes you mad?
People hurting the people I love.
Favorite way to waste time:
LJ, music, Angband, and that sort of thing.
If you won $50,000,000 what would you do with it?
Change it to pounds (spotted that this time), pay off my parents' mortgages, and then *spend* it. In extravagant, if considered, fashion. Clothes. Music. Jewellery. It's not as shallow as it seems.
What's your best quality?
Either my ability to listen and help people by talking through stuff, or my voice. I think.
Are you currently in love/lust?
Actually, I was never sure I understood the term "in lust", because it was different in my mind from having a crush on someone, or even just *wanting* them; like "in love", effectively, but a lot, er, baser. ~g~ But I've realised I *am* that, with someone. Just the one though.
Any bad habits?
Many, many, many.
Do you find it hard to trust people?
Not at all. I trust extremely easier.
Do you ever doubt yourself?
Not often. Only when someone says something that challenges one of my beliefs and I realise they have a very good point.
Bath or shower?
Bath, unless I'm washing my hair.
What is your favourite flavor?
Vanilla, cinnamon, vinegar, homemade pastry, etc, etc.
Gold or silver?
Silk sheets or cotton?
Silk feels so nice but is horribly impractical. Cotton is just lovely and comforting and comfortable.
Any secret crushes?
I can't think of any that *nobody* knows about. ~frowns~ A few that the crushes themselves don't know about. Edit : Fewer all the time, I think. ~laughs~
If you could be the opposite sex for one day, would you do it?
*Goodness* yes. Oh gods yes.
What do you desire most in life?
To love and be loved, treasure and be treasured, appreciate and be appreciated, and to be worth something to those I love, to be special in some way other than the 'everyone's unique' way, to be known, perhaps famous, to have enough money for all the things I want.
Not much, really, is it? ~g~ Oh well. I leave simpler desires to the purer of heart, and that.
Do you believe in destiny?
Not any more, if I ever did.
Is world peace attainable?