Five details about you...
[x] I need someone new to stalk.
[x] I sometimes miss living at home.
[x] I may just have rediscovered hope. Possibly.
[x] I'm hypersensitive, in many, many ways.
[x] I really, really want a McDonald's right now.
Five details about your appearance right now...
[x] I look *really* quite good.
[x] I'm wearing all black. But. *Notagoth*.
[x] I have too many scratches. Still.
[x] I have a beautiful necklace on, given to me by wechsler.
[x] My hair's all ringlets 'cause I washed it yesterday. ~smiles and strokes own hair~ Pretty.
Five things you did today
[x] Played music at flannelcat.
[x] Didn't go to Camden as planned.
[x] Talked to dennyd.
[x] Despaired over e-mail.
Five memorable things you did in the last year...
[x] Left school, still intact! (Me, not the school, although...)
[x] Got involved in this BDSM lark.
[x] Made friends - real friends.
[x] Danced in public.
[x] Moved to London. ~bounce~
Five things that everyone should know about you...
[x] I geek about music at any given opportunity.
[x] I'm territorial and fiercely protective - do not hurt my friends.
[x] I have characters. They're a cross between multiple personalities and imaginary friends. Deal.
[x] I do not lie, and if what I'm saying seems like exaggeration, it's probably not.
[x] I don't deal well with being tickled or with being sneaked up on from behind. If you make me jump, chances are I won't forgive it fast.
[snip 'favourites' questions]
Five things that make you happy...
[x] Curling up on a sofa with a friend and watching TV.
[x] Music. And dancing.
[x] Feeling wanted.
[x] Subbing to people, when it comes naturally and feels right. ~smile~
[x] Really good food. Although, y'know, MacDonalds will do. ~s~
Five people who mean a lot to you...
There are far too many people to list, so I'll say the five people I'd most like to see soonest right now -
...er, and childeric and nisaba and zoo_music_girl and...yeah, ok. ~s~ I love people. Many people.
Five things that disgust you
[x] Certain memories
[x] Myself, often
[x] Really towering stupidity
[x] Sex - no, really. But just the act itself.
[x] Garage. ~s~
Five things that impress you...
[x] Extreme prettiness. What? I'm shallow.
[x] Extreme prettiness coupled with startling intelligence.
[x] Extreme prettiness and startling intelligence coupled with sweetness of nature.
[x] Right, I'll stop describing x number of my friends now. Really good synthesisers.
[x] An ability to do recognisable impressions, since I can't.
Five things you can't live without...
[x] Conversation of some kind
[x] David Eddings books
[x] Pretty things.
Five things you feel right now...
[my name is]: Kitten. ~smile~
[in the morning i am]: less awake these days than I used to be
[all i need is]: someone to make me feel wanted and beautiful. Or many people. I'm not fussy. ~g~
[love is]: "my great disappointment", to paraphrase 'Rattlesnakes'.
[if i could see one person right now]: Hmm. dennyd or moomintrollandchilderic (not that they particularly count as one person but I'd like to see them both)
[i'm afraid of]: living the rest of my life without my dreams
[i dream about]: utterly, utterly weird shit that my subconscious must spend weeks cooking up
-H A V E . Y O U . E V E R-
[pictured your crush naked?]: ~laughs~ Er, no. Any of them.
[actually seen your crush naked]: No. Seen one of them half-naked, technically, but, er, no.
[been in love]: Yes.
[cried when someone died]: Oh yes.
[lied]: Yes. A lot. Years ago.
-W I T H . T H E . O P P O S I T E . S E X-
[what do you notice first?]: Hair, and facial expression, usually, although it depends on the situation.
[last person you slow danced with]: ROFL When did you write this?? Dear oh dear. Last person I danced with, though, was flannelcat.
[worst question to ask]: To ask them? I don't know - as soon as I start talking to them they run away...~grin~
-W H O-
[makes you laugh the most?]: dennyd, asrana, adjectivemarcus...
[makes you smile]: Most of my friends, frequently.
[gives you a funny feeling when you see them]: Oh goodness. Also most of my friends. Actually, all of my friends, depending on which funny feeling you're asking about. ~g~
[who do you have a crush on?]: Quite a few people. Lots, in fact. ~hopelesskitten~
[has a crush on you?]: Nobody I know of, but if they'd just *tell* me...
[easiest to talk to]: asrana, nisaba, zoo_music_girl's been great via e-mail recently, wildeabandon, dennyd, and moomintroll when he's in one place long enough for me to have a conversation with him...~s~
-D O . Y O U . E V E R-
[Stay on aim, waitin for someone special to IM you]: I used to - well, Y!M anyway.
[save aol/aim conversations]: I used to.
[wish you were a member of the opposite sex]: Oh, yes. Less so nowadays though.
[cried because of someone saying something to you]: Almost every day. ~s~
-H A V E . Y O U . E V E R-
[fallen for your best friend]: Yes.
[been rejected?]: Oh, god yes.
[rejected someone]: ...um. No. ~sigh~ I always feel so grateful for the attention that I go with it no matter who they are...
[used someone]: Yes.
[been cheated on]: Yes.
[cheated on someone]: ~sigh~ Yes.
[done something you regret]: Hundreds.
-W H O . W A S . T H E . L A S T . P E R S O N-
[you talked to on the phone]: dennyd
[you instant messaged]: Gods...asrana, probably, months ago.
[instant messaged you?]: Likewise.
[you laughed with]: dennyd, down the phone.
D O . Y O U / / A R E . Y O U-
[color your hair]: Never.
[ever get off the computer]: ~s~ Rarely.
[habla espanol]: No, but I understood that much.
[smoke cigarettes]: No. I really like to be around them though. Especially nisaba's Cloves. ~s~
[obsessive]: Oh, my yes.
[could you live without the computer?]: Only if I could see all my friends as often as I wanted to.
[how many peeps are on your buddylist?]: Don't have one.
[what's your favorite food?]: ~shrug~ Depends how I'm feeling.
[whats your favorite fruit?]: I can't bear fruit. Um, that was unintentional, but funny, so I'm leaving it in. ~g~
[drink alchohol?]: No. Nor do I drink alcohol.
[like watching sunrises or sunset]: Both. Although it's been a long time since I did either.
[what hurts the most, physical or emotional pain?]: Emotional pain.
[do you trust others way too easily?]: Probably, yes.