melancholyTo be quite honest, I think nearly everyone else had a better time at The Calling than I did. I'm really really glad that such a fantastic time was had by those I love.
wechsler did look quite breathtaking, as I'm sure you all already know. I think I got a compliment off Vince, which is one of the strangest things to happen to me at The Calling. ~s~ I got scritched a lot, and hugged often, by dennyd and duncanneko. Saw ciphergoth...always good. ~smile~That pretty much sums up the good things. If I could put my finger on exactly what was so wrong for me, I would, but I can't. Jealousy again, I suppose. Jealousy, and not enough dancing.
There will be a post tomorrow about Looks and Gestures and Words. Remind me if I forget. ~s~
Today was spent with
wechsler and there was also a valkyriekaren; both very good things as I'm sure you know. It was a really lovely day. Most of the loveliness I just can't put into words. It's really extraordinary how two words can have such a deep effect, by the way - but more on that tomorrow. ~s~
I'm very tired, now. I came home into a huge argument with my mum. Again.
I wish my happiness could last.
Paradox time : I have a cat on a chain - which is *wrong* - but the chain is around my neck - which is *right*. ~smile~ This only just occurred to me.
You'll have to excuse me, I am very tired, and really not terribly happy, and horribly jealous, and it's all just a big mess, really.
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