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~blinks~

Odd. I mean, today there have been a few reasons on LJ for the usual ex-related angst that I'm used to, and I've sort of just shrugged and felt the dull thud of the hammer that would once have smashed my heart again hitting the back of the empty space where it no longer is. I was doing ok.

And then I was going to quite the lyrics of 'Beautiful Stranger' by Madonna at someone on LJ, and suddenly I was doubled over in pain. Music. Bah. It's always music. Music and sudden memories.

I *will not cry*; there is no point and I have managed not to get upset about much less trivial things today.

I wish once again that I could make it to Tenebrae. I know I'd have a pretty good night this time around, and I also know without any doubt that there's only one person who takes this particular pain away and he will almost certainly be there.
He doesn't know he does it, and I don't know *how* he does it, but he's the only one who can. I wish I knew why.

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