Time spent with him is a Good Thing.
Everything else, well. I think I'll just have to shut off and hope something happens to bring me back to life, or something.
And I have a sweet fluffy crush on someone, for the first time in, like, ages. ~smile~ That's a good thing too.
But things hurt a lot. I suppose sleep is probably a good idea. But I'm worrying too much about dennyd, hurting too much over one or two people...it's going to be a long time coming, I think, even though I'm Absolutely Fucking Shattered TM.
And...I mean...oh...please. ~shakes head in despair~
Oh, it hurts, it really hurts, and there's fuck all I can do about it right now. ~sigh~ ~curls up~