There are simple reasons, sure. There are going to be three (possibly four) people there tonight that I'd do anything to be in a Relationship with, and have no real chance of ever. That's always fun.
But the other reason...the worse reason...
I've done this before. I've been like this before. You remember, don't you - you were so horrified that I said I felt used.
But you were different.
This isn't making any sense, so I'll stop. But. I'm upset. So there.