There are simple reasons, sure. There are going to be three (possibly four) people there tonight that I'd do anything to be in a Relationship with, and have no real chance of ever. That's always fun.
But the other reason...the worse reason...
~shakes head~
I've done this before. I've been like this before. You remember, don't you - you were so horrified that I said I felt used.
But you were different.
This isn't making any sense, so I'll stop. But. I'm upset. So there.
Sigh.
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