~sigh~ Every time I read something you've written in which I recognise the tone, in which I can hear you saying the words...I double over in pain. Much of me never wants to hear your voice again because whenever I do, I can hear what it said then and has never said since.
~glances at dj_pooka~ Lads and lasses, this is a man with an imagination.
~meep~ What have I let myself in for here?
Name (of course, screen name will do): Kitten. (This morning. Just...never mind. ~g~)
Event of the year: Writing to ciphergoth and him writing back, January. Meeting him and his friends, January. Meeting wildeabandon and giolla, March. My concert, August. What Happened After My Concert, August. Dancing at The Calling, September (I think?) Re-encountering flannelcat, December.
I've learned: To dance in public. That one or two people can actually look at me without too many clothes on and not run for the exit screaming. That I like SM, and D/s even more.
Biggest milestone: Probably leaving school.
Biggest discovery: That I'm actually not the ugliest thing that ever lived. I may still think I'm one of them, but hey. ~sigh~ I'll get there in the end.
Biggest regret: I'm not sure whether it's starting seeing giolla, or the way things ended with him, or what happened after they ended. I'm really not. ~sigh~
Biggest learning experience: ~thinks~ Probably the last time (as in before Christmas) dennyd came down. Maybe. I'm not sure.
Biggest waste of time: ~sigh~ The hours I spent waiting for phonecalls that never came. The time I spent moping the place apart during April Whitby. Bah.
Him - "Would you like to kneel and take my boots off, then?"
Me - "Take your own fucking boots off!"
Him - ~passes out~
Four most revolting people: Sleazy New Zealander at a party at ajva's ("Well, my youngest girlfriend was 19, but I'm prepared to go lower"), drunk Glaswegian who tried to drag me off by my collar outside the tube station, the drug dealer at Slimelight who I've since seen many places and who I really quite want to murder with a meathook, and I can think of one more but I'm not going into it.
Best memory: Hmm. ~tilts head~ ~sigh~ K. It may also be the worst, but it's certainly the best.
Best TV Show: Eh, I don't know. I've kind of ignored most TV shows recently.
Best Movie: Eh. Chamber Of Secrets. As in movies that were released last year. Best that I saw may well have been 'From Hell'; mmm, pretty.
Best advertisement: The Mini Adventure ads. I love them and they make me want to hug the TV/cinema screen. Also the Kate Moss makeup ads that featured the Sugababes music. And things.
Best deed: Probably Christmas Day. I'd say shaking up a man's faith in everything being ok if he just stuck his head in the sand further and further and ignored all the bad things...but I'm still not sure that I did that.
Best part of school/work: Leaving school. Eh.
Best deed anyone has done for you: Oh, gods. I don't know. asrana has been so good to me, wildeabandon likewise, dennyd has made me believe in myself a considerable amount more than anyone else could have...um...but, I'm sorry, but above all that? Vince, dragging me onto the dancefloor at The Calling. Without dancing, the last few months would have been a bit impossible.
Worst TV Show: A Place In The Country. Duller TV there never was.
Worst Movie: I didn't see it, whatever it was.
Worst advertisement: I can't think right now. ~shrug~
Worst part of school/work: I don't know, most of it was ok once I realised I was actually going to get to leave at the end.
Potential future husbands/wives: ~laughs~ I'd have married giolla, but other than that, well, no. Hardly.
Five most important characteristics for a spouse: 1-5 : That they be someone else's. ~nod~
Realistic career hope: That I don't have to have a career for AGES yet, 'cause mum and dad are happy with the situation as it is. Bounce!
Unrealistic career hope: Ditto. ~g~
Plans for future: "Dance, and drink, and screw, 'cause there's nothing else to do..."
Two things you will never do: Stop listening; stop asking.
One thing you would teach your children: Well, I hope to never have any kids to teach. So, hey.
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