DurAnorak (duranorak) wrote,

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"Why alone? I'll be lonely with you..."

Hmm. Not that good a night, which was a shame. We went Electric Ballroomwards, which should have been great - I can't even complain about the music, they played Depeche Mode and Covenant and all sorts of lovely things, but somehow it wasn't right. I didn't feel like dancing and the smoke made me dizzy. And I looked up in the middle of 'Once In A Lifetime' and I thought, "There are three men who've ever made me feel wanted; none of them would be out of place here and I wish one of them was."

And I didn't care which one, and then suddenly, I did.

I missed you hopelessly, despite my best intentions not to. I tried, I really did. I know you wouldn't want me to miss you. I tried.
I did.
But I missed you and I didn't want you dancing with me because you don't dance but I wanted you watching me even though you don't watch people dance either but I wanted you there and then it was cold and I just wanted to be asleep beside you.

Name six random things that you *really* like:
1. Hugs, from people I want hugs from.
2. Dancing.
3. Listening to music.
4. Touching someone and watching them react.
5. Singing.
6. Being hurt in a fun way, or scared in a fun way, or told what to do in a fun way. Or something.

Give us five *strange* facts about you:
1. I was once so environmentally conscious I went to the International Children's Conference on the Environment. It sucked.
2. I cut myself and I like to watch people cut themselves or have them cut me, but I'm squeamish and can't stand the sight of blood, except that I really like it.
3. I never want to have sex, except I do, but I don't, but I might.
4. Despite the gay/bisexual man obsession, I've only ever seen two men kiss once - I think this is deeply unfair, by the way.
5. ...I don't know. What does anyone else think is strange about me?

Name five random things that you call your significant others:
1. "love"
2. "sweetheart"
3. "honey" - but not to anyone's face, I don't think
4. "beautiful"
5. "sir"...no, ok, I don't, but I'd like to.

[Cut questions which have no relevance]

Significant other/s:

1. Do you have one?

Yes, though I'm not sure how many.

2. If not, do you want one?
I want several. ~s~

3. If so, do you love them?
Of course.

4. If not, why not?

Random *intrusive* questions:
Really? I tremble in fear.

1. What do you cry out during sex?
I've always been interested to know what I would, since words are a big deal for me, but obviously I've no idea at the moment.

2. Do you like anal?
It seems unlikely.

3. Would you like to be pushed against a wall?
Goodness, yes. Bring it on.

4. Partially clothed or naked?
~laughs. a lot.~ Partially clothed is a good thing.

5. Where is the strangest place you ever had sex?
In the future. ~s~ Possibly.

6. What colour is your underwear?

Random *random* questions:

1. What colour are your eyes?

Blue/grey/green, depending on my mood.

2. When is your birthday?
June 19th.

3. What is your favourite colour?
Black, purple, electric blue.

4. Who is your best friend?

5. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
~thinks~ Mum.

6. How long did the conversation last?
Until I could get her to go away.

7. What did you talk about?
She's staying here tomorrow night. ~sigh~

8. Who was the last person you hugged and why?
asrana, because she's wonderful and I love her.

9. What was the last thing you lent to somebody?
I've no idea. It doesn't happen often.

10. What are you listening to right this minute?
Flaming 'Danger (High Voltage)' on loop in my head

11. What colour are your toe nails?
Unpainted. It seems a waste of time in the extreme.

12. Who do you love?
Far too many people to list.

13. Do you think 13 is unlucky? If not, what number do you consider unlucky?
13 has actually been lucky for me. I don't particularly consider any number unlucky.

14. How do you feel right this minute?
Alone and very very cold.

15. What/Who are you thinking about right now?
emarkienna, and makeup, and music, and sleep, and grahamb.

16. What was the last thing you ate?
Popcorn, we went to the cinema earlier.

17. What was the last kind thing you did for somebody?
I've no idea. What constitutes kind?

18. What are you procrastinating *now*??
Going to sleep.

19. Why are you jealous?
Right now, I'm not...just lonely.


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