It really doesn't, you know.
Say, knowing I'm only upset because I want x person's attention doesn't make them give me their attention - it only makes the lack of it hurt more because I'm more aware of it. ~shrug~
Hey, and I didn't get on with my father when I was a boy...~g~
Just me, your average, unsensational screwed up teenager, listening to a Placebo cover of a Smiths song, on my own on a Saturday night, moping over a guy.
~meep~ I need a hug.