my father thinks I am: brilliant but unmotivated and selfish.
my mother thinks I am: a changeling from another planet where people are into dodgy things involving black eyeliner and black leather...
my siblings think I am: too far away to be interested in
my grandmother thinks I am: wonderful in most ways but thoughtless at times
my grandfather thought I was: Sweet and helpful. But he died when I was three.
my best friend thinks I am: always right. She knows me so well. ~blows kisses~
Three things you are often complimented for = My hair, my eyes, my ability to listen and/or understand.
a compliment you got that made you blush = Recently someone said in a very surprised tone of voice "Actually, you're not just pretty...you're actually *beautiful*." ~smile~
you get embarrassed when = ...oh, lord, when don't I? I get embarrassed all the time.
makes you happy = Music, people I love, dancing, reading really good books.
upsets you = Being embarrassed or humiliated, feeling ugly, being lonely, really bad music. ~s~
yes or no..
you keep a diary = Only here.
you like to cook = Yes, but I never do it.
you have a secret you have not shared with anyone = No.
you fold your underwear = No.
you talk in your sleep = Almost certainly not.
you set your watch a few minutes ahead = No.
you bite your fingernails = Yes.
you believe in love = Yes, but only for other people.
x. movie you rented = I haven't rented a movie in years and years, I've no idea.
x. movie you bought = ...likewise. Haven't a clue.
x. song you listened to = 'Take Of Me', Alison Moyet.
x. song that was stuck in your head = 'Come Into My World', Kylie Minogue.
x. song you've downloaded = 'Peekaboo', Siouxsie And The Banshees.
x. CD you bought = The Taboo soundtrack.
x. CD you listened to = One that blu_dragonfly made for me.
x. person you've called = asrana
x. person that's called you = asrana
x. TV show you've watched = Never Mind The Buzzcocks
x. person you were thinking of = nisaba
x. you wish you could live somewhere else = Not really, but I wish I could live in lots of places as well as this. ~s~
x. you believe in online dating = Yes, but only if you don't then try to move it into real life.
x. others find you attractive = ~shrug~ Some people say so and I don't believe them. Next?
x. you want more piercings = No. No, and no. And, no. And no again. No. And further, no.
x. you want more tattoos = Well, I don't have any. But I would like one, I'd just...like a Reason to get one. ~shrug~
x. you drink = Alcohol, no.
x. you do drugs = Only caffeine.
x. you smoke = No.
x. you like cleaning = Actually, yes.
x. you like roller coasters = Yes! Yes! I love them beyond means of expression.
x. you write in cursive or print = Cursive.
x. you carry a donor card = No.
x. ever cried over a boy/girl = Many, many times. This morning, indeed.
x. ever lied to someone = Yes.
x. ever been in a fist fight = Alas, no.
x. ever been arrested = Not likely to happen, either.
x. shampoo do you use = Nicky Clarke as always.
x. perfume do you use = If I bother, it's the D&G one I have in the other room that I can't remember the name of.
x. shoes do you wear = Eh...they're just...shoes.
I really need some new shoes. ~makes mental note to badger parents for cash at weekend~
x. are you scared of = Spiders, clowns, fairgrounds and arcades, not being able to move, confined spaces...to a certain extent it's a bit "you name it" with me.
x. of times I have had my heart broken? If you count it as "number of people who've broken my heart" (because the other is innumerable), then...eleven.
x. of people I consider my enemies? Right now, one, but only in an absurd sort of way.
x. of people from high school that I stayed in contact with? Well, I've only just left. Give me time to get rid of them...~g~
x. of CDs' that I own? Probably not much over 200. ~shrug~ Don't know.
x. of times my name has appeared in the newspaper? Four or five I think.
x. of things in my past that I regret? Hundreds. Possibly even thousands.