• Mood: so jaded! ~g~ Or, er, not.
• Music: 'Vision', Swarf. I love this so very, very much. ~bounce~

Sometimes...

...I feel a lot older than 18. I know people remark fairly often that I seem older than I am, but I don't usually notice it myself. Nevertheless occasionally something - often talking with someone and realising they're actually ten or fifteen years older than me and how strange most of my ex-schoolfriends would find that - really brings it home.

It's unsettling. In some ways. In some ways I like it, of course. But whenever anyone mentions it to me it takes me by surprise and I wonder how many people think it, and how many people think I'm immature for my age. And how many change their opinions after meeting me as opposed to reading my LJ. ~g~

E.
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Incidentally, just to prove that I am very much a teenager, chiriko is right about this, it floored me.
Ican'twaitforthenextfilm. ~bounce~
Ahem.