I am a born pessimist but ever a terminal optimist could see that the circumstances under which I should be seeing them are far from ideal.
OTOH perhaps I should just try and forget about it until it swings around, and then try to just enjoy it. But I fear I know myself rather too well for that.
Brief phonecall with wildeabandon allayed some fears but upset me somewhat; then again most things would, I'm feeling so blasted fragile. Dad rang & I even cried on him a little - apparently it's him I caught this from. Evening with pringle has been shifted to tonight because I badly need cuddles. ~sigh~ Sorry, love.
Caught twenty minutes of a film called '8mm' the other night. Would have turned it off immediately Nicholas Cage appeared, but then the arrival of a much-bloodied Joaquin Phoenix made me pause. It looked as though it was probably the sort of thing I should have watched more of. Too tired though, for late night films.
Now downloading 'Discotheque Necronomicon' because IIRC I rather liked it when I heard it. Given that I can now, if slowly, download music, does anyone have anything they think I ought to hear?
Later : Oh goodness yes. ~smile~ Like this. Like this rather a lot. Rah.
I feel so naive. ~s~