But on the inside I am squeaking, and jumping up and down, and giggling like a schoolgirl, and squeaking more.
And if mum goes out today I shall put on 'Swastika Eyes' and dance myself silly, just to get the extra energy out of my system so I don't behave like a complete nonce
Oh my god, tomorrow?
I am not calm. I will not be calm. I will be squeaking, and bouncing. And giggling. Like a schoolgirl.
Damn it, not like a schoolgirl. Like something else. Because schoolgirls just remind me of...
...I'm going back to bed. ~hides under pillows~