DurAnorak (duranorak) wrote,
DurAnorak
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No, actually, it's ten to one. Actually.

~shakes head~ Well, those were panicked incoherent posts earlier, now weren't they?

The evening managed to get worse - impressive - despite the company of some very wonderful people. ~sigh~ I don't know. I've been awake for pretty much three days without sleep now, so, apparently when I'm this tired and have been drinking Pepsi Twist - truly revolting, by the way, as I'd suspected - and am just a little on the tightly-wound side, I have a tendency to talk like the people I've been hanging around.
Maybe that's where my first characters came from - all-nighter sessions with David Eddings followed by sudden bouts of talking like Javelin and Silk.
It's not implausible.

What's really annoying is that I can't tell any of you, any one of you, what's wrong. And that just sucks like a really huge vacuum cleaner. ~sigh~

Oh, I'll be ok. I just really need some sleep, and I think I'm not going to get it.

This is certainly one of the hardest things I've ever had to do - and I've been looking it in the face all day trying to work out how to deal with it, but I haven't had much luck, and I'm seriously fucking frightened.

And now I shall stop swearing so much. It's really not terribly me. ~wry grin~

Goodnight, I hope,
E.
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