DurAnorak (duranorak) wrote,

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Oh, *angst*. ~s~

I'm having a really awful day; I think I may hop into a character and sleep the rest of it into oblivion, actually. I can't stop crying and I want to send blame off in all directions - including at myself, before you say anything - but none of this is really anybody's fault, not even mine.
I just don't know what to do with myself. I'd love for it all to be over. I'd love just to close my eyes and not have to open them again. But unfortunately it's not that easy.

I want to go home, but in theory, I *am* at home.
I want to curl up with a bunch of friends and try to forget, but there's nobody down here and I'm so lonely. ~cries~

I wish I could forget. I wish I could forget everything.
I wish I didn't know I'd never get any of it back.

You just have no idea - you really have no idea - how much I'm hurting right now.


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