DurAnorak (duranorak) wrote,
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~sigh~

Some days I'll forget he exists. Then some days, like this morning, I'll come on LJ and think 'I remember reading him write x, I'll go back and look'. And I read his journal and I'm just. Lost.

Is it him, or is it what he represents? He's attractive enough in his way but nothing like as pretty as some and, well, you couldn't be pretty and be like that.

He fascinates me. ~sigh~
You know why? Because about five thousand people try all their lives to be like that (there's one glaringly obvious one on LJ), and he actually succeeded. There's nothing fake about anything he did.
And I used to want to be like that, and now I want...well. Never mind.

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