Sometimes the people you want to hug are miles away, and that's bad enough.
But when they wouldn't want the hugs if you walked all the miles to their doorstep?
"God damn it, all I want is the right to comfort you..."
Stolen from sweetprince.
What's on your bedside table? In the only house in which I *have* one, a lamp, a book about humorous opera incidents, a book of teen horror stories, three makeup compacts, my charm bracelet and a safety pin.
What is the geekiest part of your music collection? Hmm...define 'geeky'. It's probably the Select Magazine record; it could, however, be any of the "Free with Weetabix/Green Giant/McVities/Whatever" tapes from the early 80s that I've only picked up because they were, well, from the early 80s.
What do you eat when you raid the fridge late at night? Whatever's there and edible.
What is your secret guaranteed weeping movie? Er, Casper. Really. It's the only film I've ever cried at, it still has me in floods, and so does the theme music.
If you could have plastic surgery, what would you have done? I don't think I would (note the question says "could", not "had to") - the thought makes me shudder.
Do you have a completely irrational fear? Spiders, crowds, confined spaces, clowns, fairground music, balaclavas and their tougher relatives.
What is the little physical habit that gives away your insecure moment? Well, I'm insecure most of the time. People would say it's my hugging myself; that's not the worst one, though - the worst is when I bring my arms to my sides but cross my wrists in front of me, if that makes sense. That really means that someone's frightened me or upset me very badly.
Do you ever have to beg? Not for money. For most other things though, yes. It tends not to work.
Are you a pyromaniac? Not really, though I find fire enchanting and beautiful.
Do you have too many love interests? Oh, god, yes. Currently in love with two (three?) people, falling for three (four?) people, and loving far too many others.
Do you know anyone famous? Yeah...mum and dad, apparently. ~s~
Describe your bed: It's...a bed. ~shrug~ The one here has black sheets. Whatever.
Spontaneous or plan? Spontaneous. I'm not fond of plans or planning.
Who should play you in a movie about your life? Me, or the next Drew Barrymore-type.
Do you know how to play poker? No.
What do you carry with you at all times? Music, be it on a walkman or in my head. My love for various people.
How do you drive? I don't.
What do you miss most about being little? My parents loving and being proud of me.
Are you happy with your given name? No...never have been.
How much money would it take to get you to give up the Internet for one year? If I could keep in touch with my friends by other methods, I might consider doing it, but it would take a *heck* of a lot of money.
What color is your bedroom? Blue-white at home, lilac here, pink in London but that will change.
What was the last song you were listening to? Actually listening to, 'Sensoria'.
Have you ever been in a play? Several. Not enough.
Who are your best friends? asrana, wildeabandon, Tasha and Sara.
Have you ever been in love? Many times.
Do you talk a lot? Much too much.
Do you like yourself and believe in yourself? Neither.
Have you ever done any illegal drugs? No. And I don't intend to.
Do you think you're cute? Absolutely not.
Do you consider yourself to be a nice person? Not 'nice', no.
Do you spend more time with your girlfriend, boyfriend, or your friends? I don't have a boyfriend or girlfriend, so, my friends by default.