DurAnorak (duranorak) wrote,

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Oh, fuck. To coin a phrase.

My best friend here that I was telling you was so impossibly great the other day? Apparently last night she was taken into hospital. (Like, nobody ever comes and wakes me up when this happens. Ever. No matter how important to me the person is. Rargh.) She'd been cutting herself and had cut deeper than usual, panicked, and sent her friend Anna a text message asking for help. She's fine. They sent her straight back after putting butterfly stitches in her arm - not serious stitches so it can't have been that deep, I think.

* Why didn't she text me? Call me? Come and *find* me?
> The answer is, of course, that she doesn't have my phone number and was probably too scared to leave her room.
* Why didn't anybody WAKE ME UP?
> They don't see that she cares about me that much, and of course, who I care about doesn't matter in the slightest. Probably particularly when one of your best mates is going into hospital. I understand. It just hurts.
* Why would she do it?
> Well, I can answer that, and want to give her parents a thorough baseball-batting.
* What can I do now?
> Well, I don't know. She's never been overfond of anyone's sympathy on the subject. I'm going into town later and could buy her sweet things that I know will cheer her up, but I'm not sure if she's going home before I'll get back and I don't know whether to try and go and see her before just in case.

I don't know what to do. I know it could have been much worse, but still. It *could* have been much worse, y'know? And she's my best friend. I love her so much. And I've no idea what to do to help. Or whether I should just stay out of it. Or...yeah.



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