* Why didn't she text me? Call me? Come and *find* me?
> The answer is, of course, that she doesn't have my phone number and was probably too scared to leave her room.
* Why didn't anybody WAKE ME UP?
> They don't see that she cares about me that much, and of course, who I care about doesn't matter in the slightest. Probably particularly when one of your best mates is going into hospital. I understand. It just hurts.
* Why would she do it?
> Well, I can answer that, and want to give her parents a thorough baseball-batting.
* What can I do now?
> Well, I don't know. She's never been overfond of anyone's sympathy on the subject. I'm going into town later and could buy her sweet things that I know will cheer her up, but I'm not sure if she's going home before I'll get back and I don't know whether to try and go and see her before just in case.
I don't know what to do. I know it could have been much worse, but still. It *could* have been much worse, y'know? And she's my best friend. I love her so much. And I've no idea what to do to help. Or whether I should just stay out of it. Or...yeah.