'Cause, this one really is *not* mine.
It's not that I don't want this one, I just feel really guilty for whoever's got my old one. ~shakes head~ It wasn't a fun place to be.
Have you ever spent ages and ages trying to explain something to people - yourself, even - and then had someone just get it, without your having to explain anything?
I think I need someone to stick a sign saying "Don't Overdo It" somewhere where I'm likely to see it, otherwise there's a very real chance that I'm going to. But...but...
...well, asrana doesn't think I'm overreacting. So I'll blame her if I am. ~g~
And yes, it probably is only her that this will make sense to - but in light of recent conversations I suppose I should point out that the reason this is up here is that I want everyone else to know that I'm *very happy*.
If a little frightened.
Bizarre. This just doesn't happen to me.