Fun, isn't it?
Fix that in your mind.
I had an ok day. But I've had such a horrible evening, and I hurt so much inside, like someone grabbed everything in there and twisted it up and stapled it all together. Staple staple staple. Every time I move it pulls and tears and hurts more.
And the music isn't helping, either.
You know all I want to do is be held by someone I don't have to support in return, for five minutes.