DurAnorak (duranorak) wrote,
DurAnorak
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Ach.

Picture the scene. You're sitting around with some friends, one of whom you have this HUGE crush on. You're also as shy/frightened of humiliation/insecure as I am. One of his/her friends suddenly turns to him/her and says "You're looking for sex at the moment, aren't you? How about [your name]?" And he/she looks at you and laughs.
Fun, isn't it?
Fix that in your mind.
Pity me.

I had an ok day. But I've had such a horrible evening, and I hurt so much inside, like someone grabbed everything in there and twisted it up and stapled it all together. Staple staple staple. Every time I move it pulls and tears and hurts more.

And the music isn't helping, either.

You know all I want to do is be held by someone I don't have to support in return, for five minutes.

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