~tilts head~ I'm starting to have a lot more respect for women, you know.
Later : ~chokes on drink~ Oh, god. ~cries~ So jealous so jealous so breathtakingly mindcrushingly heartbreakingly jealous.....oh, hell on toast (token Izzard reference)...oh god.
I'm...just going to go and cry now, I think.
I hate Wednesdays. Hate, hate, hate. Fuck. So jealous. Oh god. Ouch. Ouch. Ouch.
Even later : I'm suddenly struck by the towering irony of exactly what I'm jealous of, when something else ought to have made me jealous and isn't at all. Oh, and by the way, I'd appreciate people not trying to understand this...I'm just...diarying. Sorry all. xxxx