Me : Tell me why I'm doing this.
Also me : Because I'm not good enough for him, so much so that he has to advertise. ~wince~ Because I got angry with him. Because I apologised when I wasn't really sorry. Ouch - and because I wasn't really sorry, and I should have been...
Me : Anything else?
Also me : ~hiss~ Because....because I forgot we had an English essay today, and I forgot to bring my book, and then I wrote an appalling essay - *oh* - ok, ok, I barely wrote an essay at all...that's it...would you stop now?
Me : You've missed one.
Also me : I - stop it god it *hurts* - I *haven't* -
Me : The last reason I'm cutting myself...go on, you can do it...
Also me : The last reason I'm cutting myself...I *hate* you...
Me : You really think that's a helpful comment here?
Also me : The last reason I'm cutting myself...is that...whenever I feel bad about something...I cut myself...and that's wrong...ok? Ok? Can you stop now? Please?
Me : Sure.
~sigh~ It's just not the same...~shakes head in tragic fashion~