May 31st, 2009

This is not a good time.

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Also, I am. supposed to be going to see Patrick Wolf tomorrow night, only I am too terrified to go, which is very sad. I don't know what to do about this, I am going to massacre myself with guilt if I don't go, because I spent money on a ticket and how dare I just waste money on myself like that and then not use it, but I can't. deal with the thought of going, at all, ugh god I kind of want to stab myself so the question becomes largely academic.

I used to be able to go to clubs and things on my own! Not sure what happened there, really. Want to set myself on fire. :/

Edit : booklectic saves the day once again, I shall have company pre-gig and on the way to it, which is really the only way I could manage this, I think. My friends are lovely. Thank you, friends.