February 3rd, 2004

(I've tried patience)

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It's possible I don't own the entire world. It's possible.
But you'd have a hard job convincing me of it tonight.

That said, that might be because it's quarter past three in the morning and I'm really very very tired. Sleep now.

E.
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    Really really good music. Hurrah.
(I've tried patience)

It's Tuesday. Entertain me.

I am very much in the mood to write at the moment. I know I asked this before and then only managed to do two of the things people asked for, but, give me something to write about?

E.
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    Something by The Cruxshadows. Still not impressed y'know.
Camille Noire

Whine.

Look, I know I whine about my parents a lot, and I know they're often great and all that, but honestly - is the right response to "I had to leave the movement session of the course for a few minutes to be sick, which wasn't great, but I came back and finished the evening anyway" really "Oh, right. Any excuse to get out of it, then - it's good to see you up to your old tricks. Did you get into trouble? Wait till I tell your mother."?

And then to make snide remarks every now and again for the following two hours, of course, but that's just my dad.

It just struck me as so unfair that I didn't even bother arguing. I mean, yes, naturally I was using it as an excuse. That's why I went back in to finish the session (which he told me I was point blank lying about) and didn't tell the people at the course, right?

Oh, I do hope mum isn't as furious as dad clearly wants her to be.

E.
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    Nothing right now.
(I've tried patience)

Reaching critical whine levels. Sorry.

I'd really like to just close down completely right now. As soon as dad and the carpenter left, mum arrived and started complaining about how the carpenter had done things, and said it was my fault for not stopping him. I get very tired of this very quickly. I have three hours of singing coming up, which coincidentally is the exact amount of sleep I got last night, and I was looking forward to getting through it, coming back and chatting with someone, but of course tonight is The Calling and they won't be around. Also this means I'm missing a Calling, which I really hate to do. Also, I'm lonely, and there's nothing at all to be done about it, really.

For heaven's sake. Someone write me some porn to come back to, or something. Go on, you know you want to.

I'm so tired.

E.
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    'Being Boiled', The Human League.