Damaris

Really good night last night - spikeylady rocks. I know this isn't news though. ~smile~

Had nightmares about dennyd being a zombie ("Did you just try to eat my head?") and trying to kill me, though, and this morning the talk turned to general insecurity and angst. I don't feel great. Never mind.

I wish I could explain why it's much worse that people have gone and said nice things on the Valentine's thing *now*, but it would just look like ingratitude (which it's not) and I know I should take it all in the spirit in which it was intended. So I shall. (But who are these people? Oh, apart from the one whose identity I know, of course, but it's not like he'd touch me if I turned up on his doorstep. So, y'know. Baffled much?)

ANYway. I shall stop angsting all over the place and play silly online games and read SomethingAwful.com and then go and get the sleep that I didn't get last night because I was too busy missing dennyd. Do you think the wizard would give me a new brain?

If anyone would like to slap me for whining this much, step this way. ~g~

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I hate nightmares. I admire Morpheus for his inventiveness with them, but I still hate them. That said, it's better than the alternative.

Anyway, yet more people (for god's sake, who are they all?) and singing lesson and the course tonight - I should survive. Pub tomorrow night, I rather imagine - I hope to see some of you there. I don't really know what I'm doing with my weekend other than going to ajva's party on Saturday evening - suggestions welcome. (By this I mean the actual weekend, not tomorrow night, when I am coming Home to go to Sleep...)

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Still scared. I hate nightmares.

Fuck me, but this evening is fucking horrible.

I wanted to go home, but now I'm home and things are even worse.

Help.