October 29th, 2003

I can fly!


Have a wonderful Whitby - I know some of you aren't leaving until Thursday, but I thought I'd say it now. My love to you all, and especial love and good wishes to wildeabandon and giolla.

Have a great time, kids. I want to hear the revelry from here. ~smile~ I'll miss you.

  • Current Music
    'One Green Hill', the Oysterband.

I love my friends, my friends give me music.

Not always as in "here you go, a CD" but sometimes just in "Oh my god, what is this, it's gorgeous?" kind of ways...

So yesterday, I'm perched on a wooden ledge, one which gives *great* bass, if you see what I mean, and the stereo is playing random things, and then, because I look all down and shaky, my dear friend reaches down and puts on the German theme from 'Pinky And The Brain'. It finishes. I'm still giggling when the next track starts up.
Because I'm giggling, I don't find the beginning as creepy as I might have done. I just assume it's about to be some other comedy song - but no, it's too well-crafted for that. And that bass. Oh, god, yes.

To cut a long story short, it was this, and I am very much enthralled. And on the floor. Possibly dead. ~s~

  • Current Mood
(I've tried patience)

Not wishing I were going to Whitby. Not.

It's only that so many people I care about are going there. It's not my sense of impending apocalyptic doom, or that one or two people I care far too much about are going, or that I want goths to spend Hallowe'en with, or that I'm harbouring some deep-down secret desire to sabotage things; it's not any of these.
I am going to have a good, pretentious-as-fuck Hallowe'en at the V&A, and a good, fun, enjoyable party on Saturday with a lot of gorgeous people who don't need to be goth to be attractive. In the meantime I am going to have a good night tonight, and wow everyone at the course tomorrow.

I am not terrified that something terrible is going to happen at Whitby.
Oh, ok, I am.

The honest truth? No, I'm not wishing I were going there.
I'm wishing nobody was. I'm frightened. For no reason I can actually get hold of.

Oh well. I'm sure it'll be fine. And if it's not, at least I won't have been up there being blown to bits, so I'll be sorted enough to pick up any pieces.

  • Current Music
    'Hole In The Head', The Sugababes.