September 14th, 2003

I can fly!

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~sigh~ I would rant, but I was so happy that I don't think I want to. I'll leave it until I get home, see how I feel.

I really don't want to go home. I *know* Valeriun's coming over and I'm going to throw great music at him until his ears bleed, and that's going to be a great deal of fun, but I don't want to leave here. Apart from the bad things, things have been so good. And I leave to three weeks of fun and joy with my parents, and...and because I've spent so much time here recently I'm convinced that if I go away I'll never see dennyd again. Which is sort of ridiculous because we've arranged to see one another next weekend, but that's not the point. It's not. I don't want to leave.
And once I leave I also start the course and have to think about frightening adult stuff, as well. And it's symbolic of me having no more time to do things or see people in, as well. Argh. Don't want to leave.

~sigh~ Oh well. Watch me angst. ~g~ Things are going so well, I really shouldn't.

Eh. [rant]. People scare me. How can I trust someone if they suddenly display all the wonderful characteristics of all the idiots I'm meant to be staying away from these days? Mind you, I don't feel like I can trust anyone at the moment, so I guess I shouldn't be surprised.
There are no exceptions. Everyone who wants to do anything like that to me is like that. therosewilde, watch and learn...this is where the bad guys are.

~shrug~ Anyway, moving on.

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