August 14th, 2003

(I've tried patience)

This is kind of embarrassing...but please help anyway even if you laugh as well...

...after bouncing over the fact that my arm hurt yesterday, this morning I think there's actually something seriously wrong with it - probably (though how would I know?) unrelated to the bites as they're bruises that hurt by themselves in a different way to the rest of my arm.

Any movement of it hurts, enough that I couldn't really sleep and often enough to make me cry out unless I concentrate, and my fingers are shaking severely, though the rest of my hand doesn't seem to be. Does anyone have any ideas what I should do? And yes, if this is my own fault and all I can do is wait for it to go away, do tell me that as well.

Also...~sigh~ I know I shouldn't let Arty's most recent post or the comments to it get to me. But it's very difficult not to want to defend myself when what people are saying about me is either misguided insult or plain untruth. I really do know he's not worth bothering about - I think the comments to his post upset me more. Why would people who don't know me at all just assume things withoout even trying to ask? (Yes, they're right, I was unkind in what I said to and about him yesterday, but then, he insulted me and a great number of my friends without any reason to do so and I see no reason why I should take that.) ~shrug~ I know it shouldn't get to me. But I can't stand being lied about. Oh well, getting involved in the argument could only make it ten times worse, so I guess I won't.

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(I've tried patience)

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Going back to London tonight and then home to Sussex tomorrow, thus not a great deal of internet access, though I will check e-mail from time to time. Probably best to ring me if you want anything though.

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