May 6th, 2003

(I've tried patience)

Meh.

Fairly good night at ED I guess. Got given the JuJu Babies album by Stix, which is a Very Good Thing. Danced. 'White China', Ultravox; 'Chorus', Erasure; things, and indeed stuff. Had a long chat with the guy Ian that I met last week - we have a stunning amount in common, it's quite frightening. Luckily he is gay as a goose and I don't fancy him, which means the conversations can carry on in a perfectly harmless way while we distract each other with images of knives and vampires. Yay.

But, y'know.
I guess I won't be going to Nottingham after all, it seems.
And I knew it, I knew it when I woke up this - yesterday - morning.
But frankly I'd be lying if I said that the disappointment didn't hurt like an absolute bastard right now.
Time for the good fairy to wave her wand and say "No, you shan't go to the ball - but you can see him [x] evening instead!". Please?
~waits~ ~sigh~ Thought not.
God. Damn. It. Hurts. Sleep, I suppose.

There is fire in the sky when I think of you; white-hot, like my skin at your touch.

And for the first time ever, I heard 'Just Like Heaven' by The Cure and found myself thinking of dennyd and not giolla.
Denny, I love you.

E.
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  • Current Music
    'I Dream Of Wires', Gary Numan.
(I've tried patience)

(no subject)

God oh god I don't want to be awake yet. Argh. ~kitten rubs eyes with paws~ But I have an asrana coming to visit and at least some of my house needs to be a bit more presentable. But. Argh. ~rubs eyes again~ Not 'wake. Meh.

Godforsaken life. I knew, but it didn't stop me hoping, and now of course, there's nothing keeping me going. Heh.

It would be really absurd to cry about it, so I won't.

E.
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  • Current Music
    'R.I.P.', JuJu Babies.
(I've tried patience)

~purrrrrrrrrrrr~

That is all. ~smile~ Feel mostly better now.

This week is looking good again.

But people seem to have this obsession with my nose. ~hides nose with paws~

E.
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  • Current Music
    'Starburst', The Venus Hunters.
(I've tried patience)

Drive-by kitten lyric attack.

From here; I really really like most of the lyrics there, but these really struck me, for some strange reason.

"I wonder what you think of me
will I ever get the chance to see
does it matter in the scheme of things
if I'm the only one remembering how

the world stopped when I looked in your eyes..."


E.
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  • Current Music
    'Sirius', The JuJu Babies.
I can fly!

Jinx, Thy Name Is Me.

"I've really missed that. Nobody else ever says that."

And an hour and a bit later, suddenly I'm proved wrong. And there's a nagging voice says I should mind, but you know, I don't. I'm edging toward thinking that's a good thing.
Less possessive, less emotionally sensitive kittens, plus plus.

I'll be quiet soon, I promise, but Life has set the Miniature Curve Ball Machine to Automatic, and I don't know where I am from one minute to the next; at least if I write things down here I'll be able to look back and know where I was...

"You don't know the power that you hold"

E.
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Later : And still the pretty keeps on being drawn to LJ. Good good.
Sleep now.
  • Current Music
    'Wrong Number', The Cure.