March 10th, 2003

(I've tried patience)

Fuck. [This is a rant, please view it as such. Rants were never meant to be taken seriously.]

Nobody. Ever. Ever. Ever. Ever. EVER. Put photos of me up online without asking me, ok? Ever. Please. Please. Please.

And while we're here, work don't have anything for me to do this week so I'm broke, I feel destroyed by proving that friendship is embracing someone who's told you something that makes you want to run a mile, my mum's here and being parental, and I wish nobody had told me about the potential Clockwork Orange scene(s).

Now going to scream and cry. Was quite cheerful when I came online.

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(I've tried patience)

~sigh~

So I broke down in front of mum. She asked why, I told her that someone I loved was in a lot of trouble at the moment (most of you'll know to what I was referring) and she used it as an excuse to tell me again how awful all my friends are and that I should move back home to get away from them.
I *knew* she'd do that. But I couldn't help crying on her. She's my *mum*. She's supposed to cuddle me and help. ~sigh~

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  • Current Music
    Still the elusive remix of 'Der Mussolini'. Heh.
I can fly!

Hmm.

Too many people saying things like "I didn't mean to upset you", recently.
I think I need to get back into the habit of telling people when they've upset me, and sorting it out face to face at the time.
ciphergoth, sometimes your 'clear and honest communication' business does seem like a terribly good idea. I wish I remembered about it more often. ~s~

But, for the record right now and for everyone, nobody's currently actually upset me and I feel much better now than I did earlier.
~smile~

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  • Current Music
    'I Don't Want To Wait', Paula Cole.
(I've tried patience)

Fair enough.

Just got rung up by work. "Come in tonight, we need you!" OK then, that's where I'll be, I guess. ~s~
Oh well, at least it gets me money, and things.

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  • Current Music
    'Until The End Of The World', Apoptygma Berzerk.
(I've tried patience)

Bounce, and things.

That was actually lots of fun. They made me handle money! The crazy people. But I rose to the challenge of being Table Usher with as much aplomb as I have at my disposal - usually quite a lot - and now they're all impressed with me. ~grin~ And I'm working tomorrow lunchtime as well. Which will mean I have slightly more money. Which is a good thing, as, as various of you have pointed out, it may = boots, CDs, shiny things, or just good 'clean' fun. ~bounce~

Also, I may well be going to the opera in a couple of weeks with ladycat and rosenkavalier. That would be...that would be quite something.

Also, I love my friends. I just. Do. ~loves~ They're mad, but wonderful, and I love them. Wait, who's this 'them'? I'm *talking* to them. You lot! I love you all! Love, love, love, love, love! Love. ~nods~

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  • Current Music
    The very end of Act I of "Der Rosenkavalier" by Strauss.