January 28th, 2003

(I've tried patience)

Just to fill you in...

...last night was great. This morning and early afternoon were pretty good. Now everything's gone spectacularly wrong again, and I've just sent an e-mail I'm going to regret sending for weeks, probably. Nothing huge is wrong, just the usual hundred and fifty things. I'm at home but I want to go home and home is a pair of arms that would hold me if I asked but that I couldn't bear to be held in. Home is also a different pair of arms I would dearly love to be held in but that doesn't want me near it right now. And one that doesn't have time for anyone, except everyone they like who isn't me. I am very very unhappy. Ithankyou.

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  • Current Music
    'Tears (Apoptygma Berzerk remix)', The Cruxshadows.
(I've tried patience)

(no subject)

Going to play Angband (for I am sad) and then sleep now, feeling slightly better, mainly thanks to wechsler but not without a great deal of help from others of you. I love you all, very dearly.

Tired kitten now. Bashing monsters with a sword is just the kind of entertainment I need at the moment. ~g~

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  • Current Music
    'Saviour', VNV Nation.