January 12th, 2003

(I've tried patience)

"Home again, from the sea..."

Good weekend spent with flannelcat. Interesting, and eepy, and delightful, and broken, and beautiful, and, y'know, stuff.
Time spent with him is a Good Thing.

Everything else, well. I think I'll just have to shut off and hope something happens to bring me back to life, or something.

And I have a sweet fluffy crush on someone, for the first time in, like, ages. ~smile~ That's a good thing too.

But things hurt a lot. I suppose sleep is probably a good idea. But I'm worrying too much about dennyd, hurting too much over one or two people...it's going to be a long time coming, I think, even though I'm Absolutely Fucking Shattered TM.

And...I mean...oh...please. ~shakes head in despair~

Oh, it hurts, it really hurts, and there's fuck all I can do about it right now. ~sigh~ ~curls up~

  • Current Music
    'Rattlesnakes', Tori Amos.