November 25th, 2002

(I've tried patience)

(no subject)

I don't know, I feel like I should be wearing a badge saying "Now I've gone and done it". ~sigh~

~kicks brain~ You have Other Things to Think About. Really you do.

Trouble is, I'm working again today and while I'm there I really won't have much else to think about. And. I'm paranoid. But I'd cut off my own hands before I'd do anything to upset the people I care about.
Or scare them.
Or whatever.


"Things are just a bit nice over some coffee. You can tell me all about your day.
I don't know much about you, not that I want to. Not that I want to.
Sometimes I can't escape from my room, so excuse me--I'll be just a little late -

You will wait for me."
  • Current Music
    'Parasite God', Mortiis.
I can fly!


~squeaks~ Notimaginingthingsandnobody'sblaminganythingonalcoholsqueak

Bounce. And I say again, bounce.

In other news, saw wildeabandon for a late lunch which was very very lovely. I love her lots and lots.

And had a wonderful time generally with excelsis, who is officially a Man With A Big Stick. ~shakes head~ Never mind.

And work was good. And work today was run by a Big Gay Man who I'd met before and who I like very much. So, good.

~shakes head~
Whichever weird universe I've wandered into this week, I like it. Can I stay, please?

Later : With my MP3s on random play, I suddenly hit a song I don't recognise. Sounds pretty, but I can't remember what it is. So, I stop what I'm doing and look. It's 'Solitary' by VNV Nation.
And I smile.

  • Current Music
    'Enjoy The Silence (live)', Apoptygma Berzerk.
(I've tried patience)

The Calling tomorrow. Seriously now.

It promises to be, for me, an extremely difficult evening. If you see me looking unhappy I would beg you to come over and either engage me in conversation, force another coke on me, or drag me onto the dancefloor. Or indeed all three.
I'm looking forward to it, but I'll be looking forward to it even more if I know I can somehow minimise the bad things about it.

Thanks, darlings. It would/will be much appreciated.

  • Current Music
    'Bigmouth Strikes Again', Placebo.