November 16th, 2002

I can fly!

~bounce~, I think.

Not the greatest night out ever, though much thanks to sashajwolf for listening to me for so long.

But. There's just something I've been meaning to do since the 19th of January. And I finally did!

So whatever went beforehand, the night definitely ended in a ~bounce~.
Or rather, it ended in a (perfectly chaste of course) kiss that it's taken me eleven bloody months to get around to.
~g~

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  • Current Music
    'Baby Turns Blue', Virgin Prunes.
(I've tried patience)

A few days ago...

...I was on the tube and looking at the posters advertising various unlikely things, and then I moved so I could read one of the most recently added 'Poems On The Underground'. I liked it a great deal, and it made me think of kaet for some reason. It's called 'Accordionist', by George Szirtes.
Just tried to look it up online and it appears nowhere but here - not the greatest image quality ever but I wanted you, at least, to see it, so...
You're not under any pressure to like it, though. ~smile~ It just made me think of you.

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  • Current Music
    The same.
(I've tried patience)

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~nervouskitten~ Have to go and speak to people soon. Am scared. ~sigh~

Also, I'm worried I've upset someone I love more than I thought I had. This is silly, 'cause even if I haven't, they still wouldn't currently have got back to me, but I'm paranoid. I do hope things are ok.

Oh, and. Blah blah Apop cover of 'Enjoy The Silence' blah bounce blah.

Oh, and I [heart] A Certain Goth DJ, and I also [heart] A Certain NotSoGoth DJ.
Actually I love a lot of people who might describe themselves as DJs, but at this point in time I'm referring to one goth DJ who doesn't know me but writes truly hysterical LJ posts, and one not so goth DJ who's been being unexpectedly nice to me lately.


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  • Current Music
    Brookside theme music, actually, right this second.
(I've tried patience)

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~thoughtfulkitten~
I miss the way it felt being with him...not being with him itself, or even just him.
I wonder if that's a good thing or not. Hmm.

~kittensigh~
And I hate knowing ACS is in London and I can't see him...

Anyway, must dash. Just didn't want the thoughts to disappear before I got home.

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  • Current Music
    'Die Another Day', Madonna.
(I've tried patience)

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Well, that didn't go too badly. So I very probably have a job, if one with very loosely defined boundaries for which I get given little money. But it should be a) fun, and b) enough to get my parents off my back for a while - so, good.

Apparently I got extra brownie points for having my phone switched off...

And I come back to an even prettier 'friend of' list! Yay!

Can't help but wish I had something to do tonight though, rather than sit here reminded of where I'm not wanted and why I'm not wanted there...~sigh~

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Oh, and - I know I shouldn't laugh, but...bless. She has a Hot Topic wishlist! It's really too cute. And awful. ~g~
  • Current Music
    'Panzer Mensch', And One. It's really very good, y'know.
(I've tried patience)

~weary sigh~

Knowing what's wrong makes it all better...sure.
It really doesn't, you know.

Say, knowing I'm only upset because I want x person's attention doesn't make them give me their attention - it only makes the lack of it hurt more because I'm more aware of it. ~shrug~
Hey, and I didn't get on with my father when I was a boy...~g~

Just me, your average, unsensational screwed up teenager, listening to a Placebo cover of a Smiths song, on my own on a Saturday night, moping over a guy.

~meep~ I need a hug.

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  • Current Music
    'Bigmouth Strikes Again', Placebo - see, I wasn't kidding.