~nervouskitten~ Have to go and speak to people soon. Am scared. ~sigh~
Also, I'm worried I've upset someone I love more than I thought I had. This is silly, 'cause even if I haven't, they still wouldn't currently have got back to me, but I'm paranoid. I do hope things are ok.
Oh, and. Blah blah Apop cover of 'Enjoy The Silence' blah bounce blah.
Oh, and I [heart] A Certain Goth DJ, and I also [heart] A Certain NotSoGoth DJ.
Actually I love a lot of people who might describe themselves as DJs, but at this point in time I'm referring to one goth DJ who doesn't know me but writes truly hysterical LJ posts, and one not so goth DJ who's been being unexpectedly nice to me lately.
I miss the way it felt being with him...not being with him itself, or even just him.
I wonder if that's a good thing or not. Hmm.
And I hate knowing ACS is in London and I can't see him...
Anyway, must dash. Just didn't want the thoughts to disappear before I got home.
Knowing what's wrong makes it all better...sure.
It really doesn't, you know.
Say, knowing I'm only upset because I want x person's attention doesn't make them give me their attention - it only makes the lack of it hurt more because I'm more aware of it. ~shrug~
Hey, and I didn't get on with my father when I was a boy...~g~
Just me, your average, unsensational screwed up teenager, listening to a Placebo cover of a Smiths song, on my own on a Saturday night, moping over a guy.
~meep~ I need a hug.