November 11th, 2002

(I've tried patience)

Hmm. Insert lyrics from 'Oklahoma!' here, it appears.

OK, so. I wrote something to someone and thought I was going to get a spiky e-mail back telling me to leave them alone - turns out it was the right thing to do, in part at least. Good.
Somewhere in the middle of the comments to my post detailing who goes with what song I had to write a long and embarrassing explanation, and the person I wrote it for is pleased and doesn't hate me. Also good.
Cambridge tomorrow with many people I love very much and a few people I love even more. Likewise good.
Phoned my nan at last (mum's been nagging me to for ages) and collected brownie points, plus she's been ill and today is the first day she's felt any better. Really good.

~smile~

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  • Current Music
    'It Ain't What You Do...', Bananarama & Fun Boy Three.
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Every day goes to hell at some point.

And that...is almost enough to make me not want to bother going up to Cambridge.
Christ, that's sad.

I can't believe how much I'm hurting right now...my heart is bleeding; I can feel it.

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  • Current Music
    'Fusion/Fission', John Foxx.
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~sigh~ Sorry. It's just a variety of things. And there are very good things around the place, as pointed out this morning. But.
I'm still not getting asked to things, and though I understand why, it really hurts. This is not me asking to be asked to things, it's just me saying that it sometimes hurts when I'm not. You all know the feeling.
And there's this one girl somewhere who I've been being randomly jealous of since the end of August, and it won't stop. ~shrug~ And for some reason that's flared up today.
I love.
And I need.
And I am in love.
Three different people.
Just the wrong people. ~sigh~

It all hurts and I want someone to hold me and there is nobody here.

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Come back please come back I'm so sorry please don't leave me like this...
  • Current Music
    'Take Of Me', Alison Moyet - have found it at last.
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Sleep now. No point in staying awake.
To Cambridge earlier than usual tomorrow - thank you wildeabandon. Moping around at someone else's house is better than moping around here. ~sigh~

Oh, but. Just watched Never Mind The Buzzcocks, and. Further proof, not that we needed it, that Bill Bailey is god :

Nicholas Parsons : "There used to be elephants in East Anglia, did you know that?"
Bill Bailey : "No, I didn't know that." Pause. "Is that why it's so flat?"

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  • Current Music
    'Take Of Me' again.