October 10th, 2002

Music

~smile~

Much ~bounce~ and thanks to mrph for inadvertantly tracking down one of the songs that made me fall over when I first heard it. Yay! Now if I can only convince it to finish downloading before the world ends...~s~
Also, I wasn't aware that Leaether Strip had done a remix of 'Are "Friends" Electric?', but I am now, and it's rather good. It would in fact be better without the vocals. ~g~ Ah well.

I feel awfully hopeless for being so ignorant of a whole genre of music - albeit an ill-defined one - but I suppose everyone has to start everything somewhere.

Anyway, I did get some sleep, and must remember that today has to be spent doing boring household chores, and not sitting in front of a computer...~halo~

But...but...music...

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  • Current Music
    'Are "Friends" Electric? (Leaether Strip Mix)', Gary Numan.
(I've tried patience)

...um. Wow?

I mean, I know you know this, and I know I've said this, but, I love music.
Really, really lots.

asrana, get down here now and listen to this. You have to. ~nod~

~dies~ Well, this is one I don't think I'm ever going to get tired of hearing.

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  • Current Music
    'Dead Stars', Covenant. Thank you, mrph, mayahesa.
(I've tried patience)

Fuck.

I really despise myself sometimes, and right now I wish I could smash myself into tiny pieces.

I'm sorry. I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry.

And now I don't feel better but there's not much point my hanging around here.

But I'm sorry.

Sigh. Sharp objects, here I come.
Yes, and then I'll be a worse person. I know. Whatever.

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(I've tried patience)

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Seem to have now actually lost it. Collapse )

Don't know what to do. All the people I'd usually go to - all two of them! wow! - are busy, and the other one just isn't really an option these days.

Fuck, I'm scared. I don't know what to do. Help.
That sounds far too melodramatic. Obviously I'll be fine. I'm just not fine right this second. But, um, I'll be ok.
I'm just upset and lonely and frightened and I've got this stupid cough which hurts and I feel like I can't breathe.
But seriously...
I'm fine, just panicking.

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